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Sunday, 22 September 2013

Forgiving yourself

A terrible sunday, full of anxiety. I felt guilty towards my love, the most important person in my life, for not having a good time with him. Why can't I just relax? (wrong question, I know).
I felt guilty about bothering people from work with my needless nervous actions. 
I just couldn't overcome my anxiety today.
But most of all I can't forgive myself for acting like I did today. I really hate myself right now, although I know that's the worst thing to do. I shall keep on trying. Maybe I can forgive myself tomorrow.  Thank 'god' there's medicine to stop me from beating myself up. I rarely use it, but I'm glad it's here now.

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