No more anxiety attacks for ages. That's a relief.
No thrills either. Behind the anxiety I found severe feelings. Now that I've dealt with them there came emptiness. Nothing wrong with that for some time. But I don't want that to be the rest of my live.
So I've started to search for new "thrills". Slowly, one step at a time. At my own pace.
What's absolutely new for me is that I can lie in bed for hours, doing nothing. Maybe I go on in enjoying that for just a little bit more...