Through my head plays a song from The Legendary Pink Dots:
"Your pain is for you alone, as it is, as it was, as it will be forever, amen."
That's how I feel now.
Alone at work, alone at home, alone with me and I don't like what I see.
Thankfully I know what to do: accept that it's still difficult for me to support myself and that I'm still dependent.
Only a very few of us aren't, I suppose.
Cause "Only people know just how to talk to people", sings an old friend of mine...